why me?

hurm... why me?

be my ruumate...

eyes to sleep... err...

time: 3.47am
day: dey..tambii...
subject: history

huarrghh... so sleepy... but i still can't close my eyes... i try harder... still my eyes refuse to close... huhu... i don't know why...forgot recite doa? urm... impossible... then i just wake and see around me... everyone already in a dream n many sound can be hear at this time... hehe... then i just walk around my house... clean all the tidy, make sure everything clean n clear then i go back to my bunk again and try to sleep...
huh... still can't sleeep... ayoyo... tired already lah eyes... why u refuse to close aaa???
what should i do now... huhu... i stand on my mattress and just pat my pillow,bear and other pillow and laying down...BUT still can't sleep....
aduyai... what is your problem my dear eyes... i got headache already u know??
hurm... then i open my laptop and start writing this blog... after this... i'm sure i can sleep...
write.... write..... write.... then.... i shut down....
hoho... i on again.... huhu... just imagine, i already damn tired but my eyes can't close and still can see clearly... adeh... what i do next? i go outside my room, and i go to kitchen, and... i make a nestum and drink up and... huarrgghh.... still don't want to sleep... grrr.... then, my last try i just laying on my mattress, hug my bolster and kiss my blue pillow... at last, my eyes can slowly close...yes! i did it... i just finished my writing and go to sleep... ermm... just thinking... why blue pillow... huhuhu... what happen aaa??? anyway thanks to blue pillow... love u... zZzZzZzZzZzZzz

for u..

this song i dedicate to my beloved friend.. Faezlyn...

and also to all of u that drop by to my blog... hahah...

this is malay song by Ramli Sarip n A Romzie

title: Bukan Kerana Nama...

WHY THIS SONG? u just hear n sing with the lyrics, for many times, then u will know why... hehe... my dear Faezlyn, be strong k... never give up until u achive your goal... as a friend, i'll always support u... till the end..... take care...

...The Secret...

What secret i want to revealed?

hurm... guess what?

...actually i just want to share that i got it from my Boss... (Year 2007)

She vibrate me with her successful vibration of being Positive Thinker and always think

WE CAN DO IT... sound command to hear but it give big impact in her life... how she be the Youngest Millionaire in the age of 22?? She told me this things... I still used it.. (depends on situation..ahakss)

In what ever you do, to achive your goals you must always say it:

NO EXCUSE

NO BLAME

NO COMPLAIN
ANYTHING HAPPEN IS MY FAULT...

i use it and worth it to achive my goals.. but when be at KLMU (not a real name actually),

how i want to use it here... tell meeee???

>> didn't get a laptop.. who's fault? me???

>> late got the PTPTN... who's fault??? me also???

huh... The Secret here is not about KLMU (not a real name...)... but...

here the story begin.... (First time i watch The Secret is with My Boss... She the one who bring me in positive world.. eventhough not fully positive, but i do my best to make it... huhu...)

"The Secret reveals the most powerful law in the universe.. The knowledge of this law has run like a golden thread through the lives and the teaching of all the prophets, seers, sages and saviors in the world's history, and through the lives of all truly great men and women.. All that they have ever accomplished or attained has been done in full accordance with this most powerful law.. Without exception, every human being has the ability to transform any weakness or suffering into strength, power, perfect peace, health, and abundance.. The Secret reveals the natural law that is governing all lives... By applying the knowledge of this law, you can change every aspect of your life... This is the secret to prosperity, health, relationships and happiness... This is the secret to life..."

The Secret is a book (also film on DVD).. Writer, Rhonda Byrne's discovery of The Secret began with a glimpse of the truth through a 100 year old book.. She went back through centuries, tracing and uncovering a common truth that lay at the core of the most powerful philosophies, teachings and religions in the world...

I really suggest everyone to read her book or watch the secret film, so The Secret will be REVEAL......

Actually, my classmates CCNS BATCH 1&2, and Mr Salleh already see the preview during our class PROFESSIONAL DEVELOPMENT... =)