should this thing happen?

people always ask me to understand them...

but did they understand me as i understand them?

...cuti-cuti malaysia...

hurm... ngah sibuk wat assignment nih...
tetiba saya rase nk g bercuti...huhu...
kalaulah ader cuti+wang yg cukup, nk jer ajak family n memember g bercuti...
yerlah kan... release tension... dah lama tak hangout ramai2... hurm...
mcm nk g Australia... g Gold Coast ker... best nyer... huhu... berangan lak...

hurm... ngah sibuk fikir nk g overC, tetiba rase, dlm Malaysia pon tak abeh jalan lagi... dlm Malaysia nih, yang sya dah g...

NEGERI SEMBILAN - of course lah... lahir kat sini.. hehe... atuk n wan sebelah mak..
PERAK - isk... klu x pernah g, melampau lak.. kampung Tok n tokWan sebelah ayah...
KEDAH - uish.. mmg asal keluar
MELAKA - dekat sgt ngan N9, klu x g rugi... hehe
JOHOR - pegi sbb ader sedara duk sana dulu... huhu
SELANGOR - blaja kat cni...
W.PERSEKUTUAN - ader mak cik duk kat cni...
PAHANG - umah keluaga angkat... huhu
PULAU PINANG - g masa rombongan sekolah...
PERLIS - nie pon g masa rombongan sekolah...

so, negeri2 dlm Malaysia yg sya x pernah g, and tak taw napa sya x g sana... huhu...

KELANTAN - dh ramai member org kelantan, tp x pernah dpat g...huhu
TERENGGANU - housemate skang org Terengganu, tp blum pernah ikot dorg blk... huhu
SABAH - meby sbb kna naik flight... huhu... cuak...
SARAWAK - sama gak ar nih... sbb kna naik flight kot...

haaa... sapa2 leh realisasi kan sya utk g negeri2 yg sya x g lagi????huhu...
kalau ader, roger ekkk... hehehe...

haaa!!!
geng ccsp,ccns... bila nk g bercuti?? huhu... kalaulah ader cuti + fulus + sponsor...
korang mesti nk g kan... saborlah... hahaha... xder lagik... nk final nih kan... hahahha....

why me?

hurm... why me?

be my ruumate...

eyes to sleep... err...

time: 3.47am
day: dey..tambii...
subject: history

huarrghh... so sleepy... but i still can't close my eyes... i try harder... still my eyes refuse to close... huhu... i don't know why...forgot recite doa? urm... impossible... then i just wake and see around me... everyone already in a dream n many sound can be hear at this time... hehe... then i just walk around my house... clean all the tidy, make sure everything clean n clear then i go back to my bunk again and try to sleep...
huh... still can't sleeep... ayoyo... tired already lah eyes... why u refuse to close aaa???
what should i do now... huhu... i stand on my mattress and just pat my pillow,bear and other pillow and laying down...BUT still can't sleep....
aduyai... what is your problem my dear eyes... i got headache already u know??
hurm... then i open my laptop and start writing this blog... after this... i'm sure i can sleep...
write.... write..... write.... then.... i shut down....
hoho... i on again.... huhu... just imagine, i already damn tired but my eyes can't close and still can see clearly... adeh... what i do next? i go outside my room, and i go to kitchen, and... i make a nestum and drink up and... huarrgghh.... still don't want to sleep... grrr.... then, my last try i just laying on my mattress, hug my bolster and kiss my blue pillow... at last, my eyes can slowly close...yes! i did it... i just finished my writing and go to sleep... ermm... just thinking... why blue pillow... huhuhu... what happen aaa??? anyway thanks to blue pillow... love u... zZzZzZzZzZzZzz

for u..

this song i dedicate to my beloved friend.. Faezlyn...

and also to all of u that drop by to my blog... hahah...

this is malay song by Ramli Sarip n A Romzie

title: Bukan Kerana Nama...

WHY THIS SONG? u just hear n sing with the lyrics, for many times, then u will know why... hehe... my dear Faezlyn, be strong k... never give up until u achive your goal... as a friend, i'll always support u... till the end..... take care...

...The Secret...

What secret i want to revealed?

hurm... guess what?

...actually i just want to share that i got it from my Boss... (Year 2007)

She vibrate me with her successful vibration of being Positive Thinker and always think

WE CAN DO IT... sound command to hear but it give big impact in her life... how she be the Youngest Millionaire in the age of 22?? She told me this things... I still used it.. (depends on situation..ahakss)

In what ever you do, to achive your goals you must always say it:

NO EXCUSE

NO BLAME

NO COMPLAIN
ANYTHING HAPPEN IS MY FAULT...

i use it and worth it to achive my goals.. but when be at KLMU (not a real name actually),

how i want to use it here... tell meeee???

>> didn't get a laptop.. who's fault? me???

>> late got the PTPTN... who's fault??? me also???

huh... The Secret here is not about KLMU (not a real name...)... but...

here the story begin.... (First time i watch The Secret is with My Boss... She the one who bring me in positive world.. eventhough not fully positive, but i do my best to make it... huhu...)

"The Secret reveals the most powerful law in the universe.. The knowledge of this law has run like a golden thread through the lives and the teaching of all the prophets, seers, sages and saviors in the world's history, and through the lives of all truly great men and women.. All that they have ever accomplished or attained has been done in full accordance with this most powerful law.. Without exception, every human being has the ability to transform any weakness or suffering into strength, power, perfect peace, health, and abundance.. The Secret reveals the natural law that is governing all lives... By applying the knowledge of this law, you can change every aspect of your life... This is the secret to prosperity, health, relationships and happiness... This is the secret to life..."

The Secret is a book (also film on DVD).. Writer, Rhonda Byrne's discovery of The Secret began with a glimpse of the truth through a 100 year old book.. She went back through centuries, tracing and uncovering a common truth that lay at the core of the most powerful philosophies, teachings and religions in the world...

I really suggest everyone to read her book or watch the secret film, so The Secret will be REVEAL......

Actually, my classmates CCNS BATCH 1&2, and Mr Salleh already see the preview during our class PROFESSIONAL DEVELOPMENT... =)

SESAT...TERKEJUT...GEMBIRA...

SESAT...

5 jun 2009

saya g pudu nk jumpa mak...

pastuh teman mak g pudu, sbb mak nk blk Taiping...

hurm...mak ada tanya...

mak: adik nk balik pasar seni kang taw x?

saya: taw.. alar mak area kL nih... senang jew... huhu

mak: ok syg... take care...

saya: baekkk... (sebenarnya dalam hati dah cuak sgt...saja ckp taw td xnk mak risau)

elok bas mak jalan jew, saya pon mengorak langkah nk blk... tp... halamak... SESAT... nk ke kiri ke kanan... eh kat mana td ek... aduyai...

tp alhamdulillah, saya jumpa gak jalan nyer... huhu...

mekaseh kat yiepo guide org... huhu...

gune teknologi terkini hiburan sensasi. lg.. hahaha...
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TERKEJUT...

blk dr pudu saya dan kak fieza g hospital lak... wat checkup..
pasal apa? rahsia...
2 mingggu saya tangguh nk g hospital,sbb ingat xder apa2... doktor ckp "bla bla bla...rahsia..."
keputusan rasmi x dapat lg... hurm... rase cuak, sedih, takut sume ada... tp saya kena tabah n kuat semangat...
hidup mesti diteruskan, perjuangan belum selesai... hadapi dengan senyuman...
doakan lah xder apa2 yang serius...amin...
saya pegi pun sbb kak fieza dan kawan2 yg lain dah kata "gi lah check"...
dan saya fikir.. klu saya sakit, sapa nk jaga mak saya... sapa nk jaga ehem2 saya... huhu...
gi td naik teksi dr PV10 samoai hospital selayang kna RM 13.50... huhu... xperlah... janji dapat check...
sampai2 jer kat sana dia bg no bilik... huhu... comel jew... M... hehe...so, saya masih menanti keputusan doktor jugee... dan saya nk ucap terima kasih kat kak fieza sbb teman gi hospital... huuhuu...

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GEMBIRA...

blk dr hospital...edit blog...pasal MnM.. tertarik dgn komen2 dr kawan2 blog... (mekaseh ya kawan2ku)especially dr tomhackers...siapa ek dia... huhu...

pas jer siap2 tuh, g pinjam motor ISDN... thanks ISDN... hehe... g jalan2 cari kasih sayang... hehe...jumpa MnM.. yang lain2 xleh citer... hehehe.... biarlah rahsia... aper2 pun Mr M bg something yg best sgt... halamakk...comel cam dia...huhu...

jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba... ini lah dia MnM...

MnM nama dia... hehe..

apa jenguk2 tuh MnM...??? hahaha...

MnM.... biarlah rahsia....

MnM?? apa tuh ekk...

kisah ku bermula...

cinta & sayang
datang lagi...

kali ini beda sekali...

kenapa???

biarlah rahsia...

MnM saja yang merasainya...

Dah tgk Syurga Cinta...?? huhu

Jangan Bilang Tidak... Lagu Tema MnM

Semoga Berkekalan Selamanya...

InsyaAllah....amin...

P1 W1MAX 29052009

the committee members of the educational visit and seminar to P1W1MAX

CCNS BATCH 1&2

b4 go back to reality... huhu....

memoir with P1 W1MAX CEO, MR MICHEAL...