Rabu, 8 April 2009

hurm... any idea???


today...

i am very happy start the 1st class with mr arman...
haha... at first just being sooo excited in class, but in the middle of the class, i felt so stress with coming project assignment together with the presentation and thought the current project still under pregress... oh my God... everything should be done less than a month!!!
i start to clumsy and my negative thought appear that, all these kind of work just a burden that should be ignored... huh... jahat tol... hahaha... luckyly,
from my positive site, i thought that's the challenge should be taken... yeah...

my happiness spoiled ............

when i return back to hostel, then i received a call from 1 of my lovely friends, says that he want to quit the journey here (being at klmu)..
at that time i felt down, angry, sad and so many kinds of feeling that i can't explain...
losing someone that has a bright future life in proceed the journey to the end...
someone that i admired because of his knowledge, passion and being such a best friend to me...
i do ask him the reason why he has a feeling to stop the battle in the middle of war...
than he said "he soooooooooo tired to face those kind of thing here.. enough!! then is because of his "ehem ehem" engaged with someone else that supposely with him... ayoyo...
sorry to here that my dear friend... then i keep asking reason why... (at that time i do encourage him and being selfish to keep asking) sorry... i just wanna know n wonder why......
then he sms me told me that he felt soooo tired and no spirit to continue the battle here...
he don't want anything else just want to be with his family(beloved mother+father), to give full commitment to his beloved family as long as having time to show his love and care towards his parents...

then, i understand... guess what i replied???

"i know you want to do such a nice thing, and don't want to be regret with the decision you made, in the future but... hmmm... the decision is in your hand...ALLAH swt is THE MOST LISTENER and the right to ask for help in term of making decision you can do solat istikharah and so on i told him and last but not least i told him that i am the one who feel very sad if he quit and just can pray for his happiness and successfulness in the world and hereafter"
-->>>is there anything wrong? do give me any idea to give my support to him...

to A (not a real name) huhu...
i have being your friends and accept you warts and all...
soorry for everything, thanks for everything and all the best in everything....

12 cakap-cakap:

HELAS berkata...

emmm quiting just because GIRLFRIEND?? i think not good deceission laa.... what happen ada hikmah laa... if the matter of quitting is about no money, ptptn got problem.. than can consider... if about GF... huh, not enough to be a taugh man... sorry for saying this laaa... just an oppinion...
what that good came From Allah
and the bad come from my weeknesses ..

hizbul_autad berkata...

wink (-_^) huhu... thanks 4 da comment, helas...
it's all about his "ehem ehem" together with financial challenge together with family situation... aduyai... still finding best solution for him...

HELAS berkata...

just dunt give up laaa... other people still got problem, very2 worse than his case.. depend on how creative u r to solve the problem.. hehhe.. i talk base on my experience laa... me also got lots of problem.. but still can survive heheheh....

numa LurVieya berkata...

finally.. I Found you
hehehe..
sowiii.. blog kte dh xleh bg komen
gatal sgt nk tkr layout hari tu
huhu..
btw...
nice blog n nice writing
keep in touch k

hizbul_autad berkata...

to helas...
thanks 4 that, n i do agree with that...
hurm.. just can pray for him...

to norma...
haha... tuh lah... layout hari tuh cantik dah... hehe... change it back.... thanks 4 viewing me... haha...

aqYGxDanggap berkata...

HURM!!! Aq mls nk mule, sbb ble aq da mule aq lupe nk benti, aq akn terlbh lak kn sure pny..
That's why aq slalu diam. :I

Tp tuk bro nih aq terpanggil utk comment. Sbb aq assumed bro ni dak class aq. Sape pown ko wei aq nk tny, leh tak aq ckp or pnggil ko lelaki yg kalah ngan pompuan ops! mksud aq kalah ngan cinta awex tu or bhs kasarnye, sory 2 say ko ni taik cinta! Leh x? ko bengang..?! ptus asa, tarik dr, trganggu dlm pljrn sbb cinta kcundang. Actually aq pndang tinggi gak la kat brother2 yg setia pd cinta zaman skang ni,(serious aq salute beb) tp jgn smpi jd hamba cinta. Ko syg die, ko nk die bhagia, tp da ter2lis die bhagia tp bkn ngan ko..

Ko tau tak skang "STATISTIK: Nisbah lelaki 1, pompuan 12 (1:12)". Aq sure de mamat yg kurang didikan agama akn ske giler babeng, confirm pny.. Dlm nisbah 12 org td pasti de jodoh ko, tah2 cukup empat2 kouta tuk ko tp lum tiba masany gi. Mnkin gak awex yg ko puja sgt tu jodoh ko akhirny, cume jln tuk ko xlurus..
Tp aq bngga & salute spring skali lg dgn lelakl yg dgr brita nih die sedih.. sbb die taw kita menghampiri hari2 akhir. Dlm nisbah 12 pompuan td for sure bkn sume yg berkualiti, malah lbh dr sparuh xberkualiti. Xtermsk de plak yg crisis identity nk jd lelaki.

Jelas nmpk lg ramai pompuan yg kecewa dr lelaki. Dorg kuat hadapi dugaan, cabaran idup. Camner? nape ko xanggap jew dugaan nih situasi nk menjatuhkn ko (bkn nk kte awex tu jhat or blame die). Kekadang -ve speech jd smangat tuk kte. & xsalah ko nk bg commitment pnuh kat parents & family, tp biar r lps dpt degree. Misalny ko bijak sgt pown, msh xde scroll nk proff kebijaksanaan ko. Plzz think wisely & twice b4 left..

K, aq harap aq xdgr mne2 dak klas kte yg benti sbb hal2 cam ni.
Aq mntk maaf wei, aq taw aq mmg terlebih sudah... huhuhu :~(
Tp sesame kite renung2kn & beramal.

HELAS berkata...

isi yg padat... sokong... ne sure class rep budak tu ek...

hizbul_autad berkata...

pergggh... thanks aqYGxDanggap...
together we do support him...
err... i don't think u know who's the MR A rite?
hurm... if u know, ermm.. do courage him,k...


to helas: bkn class rep...
class supporter... peace!!!

HELAS berkata...

kalau jadi cikgu konfem jadi guru Kaunseling ahahahaha

hizbul_autad berkata...

haha... bkn guru kaunseling jew... ustazah trosss... keh keh keh... ada kemajuan... huhu

Tanpa Nama berkata...

i always remind the students that along d journey to get ur degree, its not all about good results. u'll learn how to survive in this world, given various challenges in ur life. learn how to deal with it as it will help u in d future or atleast in d working environment. get & give support to ur friends and don't forget to treasure your youth..

hizbul_autad berkata...

thanks 4 da really supportive comment...
i really appreciate that... me n all friends will support him... thanks once again...

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