hurm... any idea???

today...

i am very happy start the 1st class with mr arman...
haha... at first just being sooo excited in class, but in the middle of the class, i felt so stress with coming project assignment together with the presentation and thought the current project still under pregress... oh my God... everything should be done less than a month!!!
i start to clumsy and my negative thought appear that, all these kind of work just a burden that should be ignored... huh... jahat tol... hahaha... luckyly,
from my positive site, i thought that's the challenge should be taken... yeah...

my happiness spoiled ............

when i return back to hostel, then i received a call from 1 of my lovely friends, says that he want to quit the journey here (being at klmu)..
at that time i felt down, angry, sad and so many kinds of feeling that i can't explain...
losing someone that has a bright future life in proceed the journey to the end...
someone that i admired because of his knowledge, passion and being such a best friend to me...
i do ask him the reason why he has a feeling to stop the battle in the middle of war...
than he said "he soooooooooo tired to face those kind of thing here.. enough!! then is because of his "ehem ehem" engaged with someone else that supposely with him... ayoyo...
sorry to here that my dear friend... then i keep asking reason why... (at that time i do encourage him and being selfish to keep asking) sorry... i just wanna know n wonder why......
then he sms me told me that he felt soooo tired and no spirit to continue the battle here...
he don't want anything else just want to be with his family(beloved mother+father), to give full commitment to his beloved family as long as having time to show his love and care towards his parents...

then, i understand... guess what i replied???

"i know you want to do such a nice thing, and don't want to be regret with the decision you made, in the future but... hmmm... the decision is in your hand...ALLAH swt is THE MOST LISTENER and the right to ask for help in term of making decision you can do solat istikharah and so on i told him and last but not least i told him that i am the one who feel very sad if he quit and just can pray for his happiness and successfulness in the world and hereafter"
-->>>is there anything wrong? do give me any idea to give my support to him...

to A (not a real name) huhu...
i have being your friends and accept you warts and all...
soorry for everything, thanks for everything and all the best in everything....